Scared

We're scared. I woke up bleeding. I know this is insane, but I have an important work thing to do today, so if I can get there, I'd like to. So we're going to go over during morning monitoring time and see if they can squeeze us in. I know people deal with this all the time, in fact I've seen several girls deal with it in the past week or so that were in my IVF cycle group online, and they're all fine. But I'm 0 for 2 in the bleeding while pregnant department, so I'm terrified. I can't do this again. I can't.